BABY!!??!!

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So.....

We start our first cycle of IVF in September/October!!

Exciting times!!

Wish us luck!!

Wha??!!!???

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HEY~!~! 

Who gave me the premiere???

Fess up!!

Thank you! 

Baby??????

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So it's all set.  

May 21st. 

IVF consultation.

I'm UBER EXCITED!!

Wish me luck!!

Blah....

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So I thought I would come in here and write a word or two, mainly cause I have the time to do so.  I'm sick as hell, and am at home being lazy and trying to get well. My 2 days off are going to turn into recovery time it looks like!! But at least I don't have to work while I'm this sick.

 

Anyhoo..... there's really not all that much to say.  I have been really busy with work and all. I get on here every once in a blue moon. Sorry to those of you that actually miss me...hahaha If you really want to get ahold of me, message me on here and I'm sure that I will get back with you.

 

So..... next month is the IVF consultation....... I'm excited. It will give us a base for getting under way, probably come October or so. So keep your fingers crossed!!!

 

Ok I need to go lay down........ I'm exhausted. Loves to all.........

 

 

My infamous blog ;o)

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Ok so someone gently reminded me that I have been sadly lacking in the ol' blog department. Ya know still til this day that word..... "blog" just makes me want to vomit.  Seriously.

Now I realize some of y'all are gonna say "what's the big deal? it's only a word!" For which of course I would have to agree and say yes it is ONLY a word. But look at it. BLOG.  Doesn't it just sound to you like something someone would spew forth from their deepest bowels? Perhaps not....... but to me, it's just a hideous word. Therefore I refuse to use it from henceforth on out.  Yeah.
 
So moving right along in this here entry, I must apologize a wee bit. I have indeed been rather occupied as of late. I do have very good actual and factual reasons.  Haha...."actual and factual".... only from me.

Hmm... where was I? Oh yes. The reasons for my non-entries as of late.  Well first off..... anyone who has ever told you that being a manager in any way shape or form is a good thing......... LIED. That's right. Outright liar there.  I have been manager at my Starbucks since last September. And I have to say..... it's just a living hell. And it never ends. I mean I get off work, and go home and almost without fail, someone calls me cause something is wrong. Someone called in sick, someone quit, someone got fired......... it's been a NIGHTMARE for the last few months! I tell you what, I'm about at the end of my rope. And believe you me its a VERY long rope.

So suffice it to say I have been very busy. I've been working 6 days a week and sometimes all 7 plus getting off work in time to get my kids from school, take them home, do homework, clean house, make dinner, then go pick up my husband from work.  And it's all I can do to eat the dinner I made then fall into my bed exhausted! And you'd think that I would be able to sleep like the dead after a day such as I've described right?? Oh no. No sir! You'd be wrong! I don't sleep. Like at all! I mean an hour or 2 at the most on more nights than not.

It's a tad overwhelming at times I must admit.  So hence the lack of journaling.

Anyhooooo...... this reezle is a strange place anymore. Most of the people I knew on here are either gone or so many things have happened in their lives that I can't keep up with it all.  Where does one even begin?  I'm not sure.

However for those of you that I have barely kept contact with, I would like to say thank you for the comments and the "I miss you's" it's really very very sweet of you all to remember and miss me :) Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy and shit :D hahahaha

Ok I don't really have all that much to talk about. Nothing of real importance anyway. I'm just trying to live my life, be happy, be healthy, watch my kids grow and try to get all my shit together to start that cool Invitro process that we want to do. Oh yes....... this crazy woman is trying her best to have a hatchling :) Beware!!!!

Ok kids..... I'm gonna get off here. I truely do hope that all of you are doing well and that your lifes aren't quite as hectic as mines seems to be constantly. Don't forget to tell those you care about, just how much you love them!! It's never a bad thing to be reminded of........

*HUGGZ* and *KISSES*............ Laterzzzzzzzzzz

So.......what??

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So.....I'm sitting here in my car waiting on my husband to get offin work and I decided what the hell why not babble in here for a bit. Now mind you my readers that I'm writing this entry in my blackberry. Which I must say is rather snazzy....however it is also a tad on the tiny side and mistakes in spelling I'm sure will be all too frequent. Why I just said all that I have no idea. Moving on..... I have not as of yet picked a name from the comments on my last entry for the demon squirrel. None have really grabbed my attention so far. So keep giving me ideas. I'm sure one will jump out at me soon. This entry is really about nothing and I'm not sure why I'm even writing it. Boredom does funny things to me I suppose. So on that note... The end.

I give up!!!

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So I give up. I can't remember what the hell I named the damn rodent. So my dear readers this is where you come in. I need your help to name the dreaded demon squirrel. I will pick the one I like the best and the winner may perhaps get a month of premiere membership... So let's get on with it!!!!!

Demon Seed......

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There once was a time that I wrote frequently about a certain animal. Some of you who were around during this blog insanity of mine might recall it.

I shit you not my die hard readers..... the demon squirrel ..... has returned. 

And for the life of me, I can't remember what the fuck I named him!!!!!!! 

Oh please someone save me from my melted brain..... 

So until someone reminds me of his name. I shall blog no more.  

I do recall it wasn't Guido. That was my aardvark. And it wasn't Harry, he's my demon spider who sicced his friends on me.  

So....... once again......... HELP!!

Deep Thought....

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Mood: Contemplative, Music: Chasing Cars---Snow Patrol

Ok so I lied about the title.  I'm really not in deep thought, but I thought it sounded so fantastically educated and such, so there ya go.

Ya know I used to blog a lot more than I do these days. Granted most of my entries weren't all that great, mostly silly ramblings. But every once in a while I had a thought or two that made even me stop and think.

To be honest, I miss writing. Not merely for the writing aspect, but because it used to be my time to actually sit and contemplate things if only for a few minutes.

I seem to have been so busy lately, with.... well just everything that I haven't really stopped to think about much.

It amazes me sometimes how we as a whole.... people I mean, just rush through our lives every day, missing some really great things.

For example, today my daughter came up to me and hugged me and said "Mommy, I love you." Do you know how often we as mothers, or fathers hear those words and really don't think much about it? We say the required "I love you too" back and just go on about our day.

Today I stopped and thought about what she said to me, and how she did it. That little girl put her ALL into telling me that she loved me. And it occurred to me. She loves me totally and completely. No reservations, no ulterior motives. Just pure, innocent total love.

Now don't you wish that you could capture that innocent childlike love and harness it in your everyday life?  Don't you wish you could tell your significant other those very words, and have them know beyond a shadow of a doubt that you were meaning it like my little girl? With your everything?

So why can't we? Why in this day and age do we have to put limitations on our love. Why do we put conditions on it?  Why don't we ALWAYS mean it when we say those powerful words?

Has it become something we say to placate people? To shut them up? Something we say to get what we want from them?

If there is one thing I take from my contemplation today, it's that what we have is never guaranteed to us. It may not last years. It may not even last till tomorrow.

My husband and I drove by a car accident today that I'd be amazed if someone didn't lose their life in. That could have been me. Or him. It could've been you. Do the people you love realize how much you love them? Do you tell them everyday in that way that they can't misinterpret? Do you really mean it when you say it?

If you have become like most people.... it's just something to say. Something we feel required to say.

I hope that I never get to that point. To where I'm just saying words and not meaning what I say. I want the words I say to have REAL meaning. Something I can be sure that can't possibly be misinterpreted as just another thing I say. I never want to be told that someone doesn't believe what I say when I say it.

Tell those that you care about exactly how you feel. How much you love them. And mean what you say. Don't let time slip past you before you let them know how important they are to you.

Maybe you haven't talked to them in years. Pick up the phone, email them, write them a letter, whatever it takes to be sure that you tell them how important they are to you.

It only takes a few minutes, and even just a few words. It may not seem like much. But I can guarantee you that those few words will mean the absolute world to someone.

Believe it.