WTF

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I'm still trying to figure out just what the fuck went on.  I thought i had the one I cared about more than anything back in my life.  Things seemed great, like they had never changed, like we had never stopped talking.  Then what happens?  i notice something a little strange...a picture of yours that didn't belong to you, and you disappear.  Why?  I thought I knew you, thought I may have loved you and could not, could not, wait to see you.  Then you disappear.  Couldn't you just tell me the truth?  Why were you using a picture not of you?  Were you really you?  Or was it all just a combination of your lies and my naive, loving hopefulness that, when viewed in the right light, looked awfully like perfection?  Please just tell me you exist.  I hope the real you, the one I thought I was growing to love, is real.  Don't leave me restless.  Don't leave me in pain.  Just tell me the truth.  Whether it cures me or crushes me, just show me reality.

King Midas' touch

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Mood: FUCK YOU
This used to be a really angry entry, until I realized that the world isn't all bad, and that what's truly yours CAN find it's way back to you.  I can't complain.  I guess this is growing up.