Homesick.

Posted Jul 19 at 3:14 PM

I'm officially homesick.
I finally broke down today in tears.
All it took were my boyfriends parents and that was the end of me.
Josh's parents have always been really pushy.
Today they crossed the line.
I've been doing work for college over the summer
and I hadn't really amounted to much yet cuz I was too busy enjoying Florida.
So turns out, Josh told his mom I was doing shit so today she got all over my case.
And I've been able to get like a 2 hour break from homework but that's about it.
She's "teaching" me ways to study and memorize things
and all i wanna say is "GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY LIFE, I HATE YOU YOU FAT SACK OF SHIT"
Usually, I love Mrs. Allard.... she's one of the friendliest people out there until she sticks her nose in where it doesn't belong.

But enough with talking about people that don't matter :]
Reese has hives or something.
This morning it looked like wet fur that was just sticking up kinda.
And now it's worse and spreading to his head.
So we need to get him to the vets soon.
They said to just give him benadryl but it seems like more than that.

So I'm gonna go sit in the corner.
Cry some more.
And wish my dad were still alive.
Ugh. god I miss him terribly.
It's times like these I just wanna pick up the phone and cry and try to talk at the same time and all i can picture him saying is "Ashley Lynn, you were brought up better than this. Just reach out and told the old hag"
I love you daddy and miss you :]