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Posted Sep 24 at 4:43 PM

So things with the pretty lady didnt go to well... Fuck! Some you win some you lose, looks like i lost that one!

Over a month...

Posted Sep 9 at 2:10 PM

And I cant think of anything I have done that can inspire anyone!

Things havent changed much, well they have but I cant go into much detail as Im trying to make sense of a few things myself still. A good thing has happened to me though. I've met a really nice girl. Things are still new but looking good, getting quite close quickly. Im still scared incase I fuck up though. I really like the girl and want her to be around for awhile you see.

Dont think there is much more I can go on about in here. So thats where I will leave it.

Been awhile

Posted

Sometimes I mean to write aload in here, but I never get round to it anymore.

Since I last wrote in here a few things have happened. I got more tattoos, I bought another car... Yeah I got rid of my beloved Skoda and bought a Jaguar X-Type sport. Its a beast, but a beautiful one. And my band played a night club in march, we were supposed to play on friday night, but due to unforseen circumstances we had to pull out last minute... I was absolutely gutted by this as were the rest of the band. Would have been a fantastic show!!! But alas, ended up out for a beer or two anyways, I realised Janine (the guitarist for Yasha Eats Men) has a friend who is possibly the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. 

Also women confuse me, how come right, when I showed interest in one (who wasnt Janine's friend) she didnt seem bothered. But after seeing me with some other female for a long period of time in one night, the next day she is in touch with me more than she has been for about 2 weeks? I dont understand it!?! Also I have a juguar which I am happy about!!! But yeah, also the afore mentioned lady who is friends with Janine seems interested for some reason!?! Not complaining like... 

Yeah so enough of that for now I think. I hope everyone is well and life is treating them like Kings and Queens!!

Take Care

I love being left with my thoughts!

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Since moving in with a friend, I have noticed I am changing. Not personality wise, or independance just the wa yI look at everything. I'm a load more relaxed about everything. I care less about what people think as I didnt see people as much as I wanted, but now I live with friends and closer to friends than before. So I well yeah, I feel more relaxed than ever. Im guessing its a good thing though. I feel more comfortable within myself, and that is apparently showing with everyone else, A couple of friends haven't seen me since before christmas and they mentioned they had seen a change. Like I said they mentioned I seemed more relaxed than they had seen me in a long time.

Few yound ladies have caught my eye of late aswell, see what happens though. I dont want to mention anything and jinx it!!!

Hope everyone is well!

Hows shit going?

Posted

Its been awhile since I wrote anything in here. So I just thought I would ask how you are all doing?

Few things have changed, I moved out of my mams and in with my friend. Its fucking ace, Im not to far from where I used to live so if anything does happen and I need to get back wuick its do-able. And im round the corner form 5 takeaways and a pub... Oh yeah and did I mention I was living opposite an off licence (liqour store?)? GET IN!

Band have a few gigs and we got asked to submit a track for a podcast for ragnarok radio, I'll find out if its being used and let you all know when you can get it if you all want?

Hope everyone is well.

WEH HEY!

Posted

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! And I had a massive fuck on with a car hire company!!! They were trying to make pay over £1000 which is way over $2000 for a car that I didnt get to choose, nice car though. But yeah, I was told the garage that I bought my car from (who are also currently fixing my car) would pay for it. The arse on I have had is unreal. All sorted not though! They are paying for it and its a massive relief!

Also moving out of my parents house on Friday, mocing in with a very very good friend and someone who will become a very good friend, well Im guessing he will!!! Hope everyone had a brilliant start to new year!

Fucking Christmas!!

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I normally like this time of year, but somehow this one isnt looking to be the same as the rest. 2007 has been a bizzare year really. I've done and seen some things I never thought would happen to me. I know things seem to happen for a reason but I never seem to be able to understand what that reason is. 

My life, on the outside looks better than it ever has. I have a very safe and very well paid job. In a way its a like having a trade, like brick laying or joinery. Yet without all the time spent learning it. If I leave the company I am with now all I ahve to do is go to the nearest rail working company and show them a card and I would have another job. I have a nice car, which is my little luxury. Its not the most expensive or flash car I have ever seen but that does not take away the fact that it is mine and gives me more freedom than I could have imagined it to. Im making music with 3 people who enjoy it as much as I do. Its still something I love listening to, the type of music that still brings that excitement and that chill down my spine when i hear it. Not only this but other people like what we play aswell. And they are excited by the thought of us playing local gigs with either their bands or just having the chance to see us play. My training is going well, not only am I happy with my progress but I am happy with the progress of my students. Apparently I also set a good example to them, and have even taught a couple of their parents not to judge a book by its cover. They looked at me through very opinionated eyes, which I dont mind too much as I expect it. 6ft 1 visibly tattooed and teaching a martial art, does that give a good fist impression? Probably not! I am moving in with a very good friend of mine, a lad who I have not got enough time for!! He is one of the saving graces in the newcastle music scene, he hates the pretentiousness of it all as much as I do. But understands what needs to be done to make it better and improve the already high standard of bands in the area. I feel more comfortable with how I look and the way I carry myself, I care less about what people who do not matter think of me or my friends. And on the note of my friends, they are the people that make and break my nights out. No matter which way the night goes, they are there. They are the last ones standing. The people who stand in line with me and do what we all want. They are there when things go well and they are there when things go bad. They stand tall beside me, and if needs be they get stuck in when the fists start to fly!!! So why does it feel something is missing?

Why does the christmas season this year make me feel slightly bitter? Why does it make me feel as though I stand out from everyone and everything? Fuck it.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE

Surrounded by people!

Posted

How is it that when surrounded by people you can feel your most lonely and left out?

Monday night I was at work, I was surrounded by people. At least 20, 10 either side. Yet I felt the most alone I have done in about 6 years... Well since I found out my best friend died when I was 16.

Yet tonight I went to see some bands, saw about 7 people I know and about 113 I didnt recognise. Yet I felt the most welcomed and wanted in sooo long? 

Does this make sense? No. Todd maybe you can help here? Words of wisdom appreciated.

Round here

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Seems to have gone quiet. The usual suspects are all slowly disappearing!!! Whats going on with that? I know I have been quiet of late but work is taking over again. Overtime is back on, so I might aswell make as much as I can whilst its there!

Things are going great at the moment. My band is recording on Sunday 3 possibly 4 new songs!!! I love making music with that lot. Some canny intense sounds. The whole myspace thing is helping aswell, random people being able to come across our stuff when they are hunting about bored. Makes self promotion easier. Plus we got offered a couple of more gigs, one ep launch paty at a larger venue! Get in!

Lady front, looks a bit more promising but thats about it!

Fuck

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Went out tonight, first time in 3 weeks. First drink in 3 weeks, let you know what I think about that tomorrow. But I found out a friend passed away in Septempber. He had Systic Fibrosis, forgive me if teh spelling is wrong!! But yeah, the doctors told him he wouldnt live past 25, and well he didnt. He was such a nice lad aswell, shame! He had a good life though, he wanted for nothing and as he said, had some of the best friends he could ever wish for. Still its a shame I didnt get to see him before he left us. Bit shit really. He wouldn't have wanted it to ruin my night, and for that reason it didnt. Hope he is ok wherever he is!!! Thoughts with his family now I know...

I haven't seen that crowd for well over a year, and its a shame they didn't get in touch with me. But I wont hold it against them, I know it must have hurt them so much to lose him. He was a good person, do anything to help anyone.... As they say though 'the good die first'. 

If you can, and if you are having a beer, please raise one for Peter Morrison. For me..,

Thanks, and I hope you all have a fantastic weekend!!!

Liam