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HELLO!!!! Good news! I got a job with amazing help from V- She turned me on to the position and I interviewed and got it same day! Finally... anyway, 8 weeks without work def. makes it hard to get back into the groove. But I am and I also got a new computer that just needs a quick few fixes before I can get online with it and then I will be BACK! Woo hoo.. able to upload and chat.. finally! So thank you for all of your support while I have been gone and here and gone.... Please drop me a line and a will be sure to get right back with you ok?? I will hopefully be on yahoo in the next couple of weeks.. Talk to you then!!!!
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Ok.. I put the whiney me to bed.. I don't like her and she has been out a little bit toooo much lately.. I'm working tomorrow for a temp agency.. not really for the agency, but like AT the agency.. They called and want me to temp for them.. LMAO~ that's cool. It's something interesting and new. I told them sure of course! My headache hasn't come back so that's cool! Ummmm... I'm sort of excited.. just feel like something groovy is right around the corner and even though I have told myself to go get something I want, I'm kinda waiting for something.. Not sure what it is. But you know the feeling. Yes? It makes me happy and I want to bake.. I know that sounds soooo incredibly dorky.. but that is what I do when I'm happy. I cook. So... I think I will go cook.. something, then bake some cookies.. they are good for the palate and the soul and oh ya.. they make the house smell sooo good! Choc. chip is the one of the moment. :) Hope you are all having a groovy day!
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It is early here.. or at least early for me lately. I was just, for the first time in about a week able to spend some time here, answering messages, thinking about friends. My son is sleeping still.. typing very quietly.. recovering from my drugs used in the hospital and out. Tis pouring by the way... I MEAN pouring.. I'm sure everyone has seen the weather, but wow.. we actually had thunder this morning! Such a rare thing out here. Anyway, I'm feeling emotional right now.. don't know why. Really a rare thing for me. But people come and go from our lives so quickly, and I think someone has gone, but I'm not sure and then.. I don't want them to go.. I sound like such a dork! And in responding to someone's message today, I thought about it. Why on God's green earth (where did that saying come from, it's pretty much blue, but whatever), do we find and connect with people 3000 miles away from us? Why does it seem that we have a harder time meeting someone in our own city, than 1/2 a world away? It makes things so difficult... You never really know if someone is being honest when they are talking to you, because you haven't ever seen their face. And you don't really know if what they feel is real because... you just can't know...I mean they can't know about me either.. but I trust ME!.....And believe it or not. I would LOVE to actually meet the right someone, you know actually go on dates, have some fun...then I don't really know, cuz I haven't really been there yet.....but It'll come to me... BLAH.. I'm frustrated and on pain meds, because my head won't stop hurting... so now you know where my mindset is.. stop by and say hi, cuz I really do wanna chat with my friends right now.. I'm feeling out of sorts.. And that's not really my style!Posted
So the question remains.. am I writing too often?? Maybe not, cuz I still have stuff to say. The beach was thick with people today. Funny most I think were locals, which is unusual. Given the time of year, we don't have too many tourists. I went out last night and didn't get too toasted, just had a couple of beers and slippery nipple (or two!)... they are soo yummy I could drink them all night. I had never had one till a couple of weeks ago. A little sweet but then.. so am I!!!! HA.. couldn't resist. Well, I will be on at some point tomorrow. Hopefully with good news about my job. Boy, when you get older it sure gets harder to job hunt. I never had to interview more than once, I think, and NEVER didn't get the job I was interviewing for. WHEW... but then, now the girls are younger, the field is larger.. blah! My Jacob is driving me INSANE.. but that is what they are put on the earth to do right? I guess it doesn't matter how many hours in the day you play with them, they always want 10 more... tee heee.. Well we should get to bed shortly... I hope you all are safe this NYE, and please, please, please don't drink and drive.. ok?? My suggestion is drink close enough to your house that you can afford the cab... or don't go out. I don't ever REALLY trust a designated drive to stay designated!!!! Especially on this upcoming holiday.. OK! I'm done being preachy.. :) NIGHT!Posted
Sooo the interview with well and they are making a decision today. Hopefully I will know Monday. That being said.. V and I are going out tomorrow night for some "chick time" so we can look at some more asses in jeans! LOL!! I know it seems so juvenile, true it is, but DAMN some of those men were hot as hell last week! Incahoots here we come! OH, and I'm taking a cab home so I can whoop it up.. YEAH!!! I'm sooo wondering if I can get in her panties again... and again and again! Woo Hoo!! Can you believe I wrote that? I can't.. If she sees this, she will kick my ass! HA.... oh well... can we find that guy from last week and have our way with him.. we did the math.. 30 fingers, 10 lips..(yes, count them-10!) 3 tongues... I'm melting as we speak. :P I'll update later.Posted
Dudes and Dudettes.. it was freakin cold today. I went to Mission Beach and Coronado and the water was like 53 and the air temp was like 57... That's freakin cold when on the water and the wind is blowing about 20 mph.. OK for all of you folks up in the great north.. laugh all you want.. I know we are a bit spoiled here in Cali.. but my son and I walked and walked and walked for about 2 hours and had a nice time. There were people in bikinis (how I don't know, I didn't have a jacket and almost froze to DEATH!) not too many surfers, the water was really rough and kids playing in the sand. And I got to thinking about my friends and where they are all over the country and how I need to win the lottery so that I can take a grand tour all over and see everyone. Mostly all over the East Coast. I miss it terribly and would give just about anything to be back there. But for now, San Diego must do. I'm feeling wistful and wishful and not at all put together because I'm not working. I've enjoyed very much my time off but now I want to be a contributing member to my household.. ok I HAVE to be a contributing member, but I like working for the most part. If I had the ability to stay home and didn't have to worry about my bills getting paid, I would love to keep house, cook and raise my son, but that isn't real life for most of us is it? OK, done with my rambles... stop by and say HI.. sometimes I feel like this place is a bit quiet lately.. K-
OH>>> and my son decided that Evanessence was "no good" and I needed to change the CD back to Norah.. LOL~~~~
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So.. I'm feeling back to normal, talking to my friends, getting to chat a little more. DAMN! I'm back to my old self.. LOL! YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS?? Bring it on!!!
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Happy Christmas.. I like that so much better than Merry Christmas.. anywhoo.. I miss being here. I'm going through withdrawls for my friends... Kate, Alan, JR, Ed, Colin, Ali, Josh, Ray, Ty, Rod.(If I missed anyone, I'm sorry) .. guys I miss the hell out of you. What did you all do this holiday season? Let me know. I will be on and off tomorrow, but I hope to see you all here. I hope you had some good food, fun, and saw friendly faces.
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OK... festivities begin! I don't know who will be in on to read this, with the holidays here and all, but thought I would update my blog anyway. Anyone who knows V... well, we went to the local "Cowboy bar" last night to look at "some asses" WOO HOO! And there was a HOTIE!!! I'm talking amazing... neither she nor I know how to boogie down country style, but we love to watch the boys.. And he was in the center of the dance floor. Hat on, jeans, t-shirt..amazing! And we were upstairs just having a beer or 3 or 5 and a couple of "buttery nipples" and he showed up next to us! NO WE WEREN'T the ONLY chicks in the bar.. LOL... and we all talked and chatted it up. His buddy was with him.. So fun.. we figured that if we had a "menage quad, there would be 40 fingers!!!" He was such a cutie.. who'd-a thought the hottest thing in the bar would be talking to two 35ish year olds... did we look that HORNY??? LMAO.. Anyway, miss you all soooooo much. I'll be on Monday afternoon sometime.
Have an interview Monday mornin' see ya'll later.
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So someone said that they wanted to hear more about me. I thank you for that, my dear. How nice to hear that someone would like to know more about me than what is here... ok, so what is happening?? My best friend has started through the big "D" and I am so sad for her ending one chapter in her life, but then on the other hand happy she will start another. I hope she doesn't stay single as long as I have.. there is something to be said for not sleeping alone :) ... I believe deep down that there is someone very special that has entered my life. I've thrown caution to the wind for the first time in.. well too many years to count and have opened my heart. Whew! It is sooo hard, but very fun and thrilling at the same time. I love getting to know them and telling some things about me that I haven't shared in a very long time, but then also things that are so mundane they seem boring. But shared with that special person, things end up being silly and goofy and all that. OH BOY am I being sappy??? Sentimental?? Girly??? YIKES!
I am still on the job hunt. I will be honest, I have only been looking part-time because I have enjoyed my time off.. But I am just about ready to go back... I'm not independently wealthy! So I am looking harder now. Gone to a couple of interviews.. we'll see how they turn out. I re-vamped my resume again.. just to change it up a bit. 
The holidays are here and with that Jacob's 4th birthday. He had a good time today, and we will have fun tomorrow as well. I can't believe that he is 4!!!! WOW! Where does the time go??? I know I haven't aged 4 years since he was born.. LOL! Well, more to come soon, I will be inspired to write something witty and wonderful soon, but it is almost midnight and I'm not that inspired now. I was thinking about writing something deep and all that, but it just didn't happen.
Be well all.. I will speak with you soon.