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Life is rolling right along....
-A promotion last week
-A raise next month
-My dad is finally on the upswing after spending the past month in the hospital from hip-replacement surgery
-I've lost 25 lbs since January and am feeling good because of it
Now if I could just find some time to get out of the house for some reason other than my job...lol
Thanks, Brandi (SuthenBelle)
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Just one more person here who kept feeding me a bunch of crap about how she wanted to "get to know" me and be my "friend" but in the end really only wanted a chump to keep her entertained, and now she's blocked me because I called her on it. I should've known better than to think I could trust her. Apparently, it seems being a mother and a wife doesn't make a woman any better at treating people outside her family.
This is why I rarely come on this site anymore. I have yet to talk to anyone who's truly shown a desire to do anything but use me and take me for granted.
The Power of Broadcast Journalism
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Okay, so this isn't exactly that...but it is Broadasting, as in sending one message to reach a mass audience.
An apology of sorts is in order- or a clarification, anyways- even though some people would say I don't really owe it:
I know I've been a bit- oh, what's the right word- moody in my blog entries. I also know this moodiness can (and has) lead some of you to believe I am nothing but a woman-hating, mean-spirited bastard who leads a miserable excuse of a life.
To that, I will offer this response: Au contraire, mo' fraire. (Did I spell that word right?) I am actually quite a happy-go-lucky person with a goofy, ah-shucks personality and a pragmatically optimistic outlook on life. I'm not a betting man, but if I were, I could probably put my money on the likelihood there are people here who live far shittier lives than I ever have or will, and I'd be right. I have it pretty damned good: a dad and brother I'm tight with, a great job that pays as well as any I've ever had, a great set of wheels I get compliments on every single day ('06 Dodge Magnum, V6 Hemi- no, not bragging, just describing) and a wonderful home in the mountains.
So, with that said, why do I gripe every time I blog? Simple: It's a way to vent. I keep shit inside when I'm around my friends or family because I don't want them feeling I'm asking for sympathy...but here, it's a different story. No, I'm not asking for sympathy here, either, nor does anyone offer it. In fact, 9 out of 10 people here don't usually care what I say here (they'd speak up if they did), so I can unload about what's bothering me and then go back to being Mr Happy.
Well anyways, I just thought I should offer that little ounce of light on the darkness some people think prevails because of my rants of the past. Hope it helps open a mind or two. (More than two would be nice- but I'm not expecting it. :-))
Thanks, Bobbie (you know who you are)
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Once more, I point things out as they really are to someone who claimed to care about me for over two years, and instead of accepting what I've said, she lashes out and then slams the door on me. Sometimes it just doesn't do any good to be honest with those you care about.
A thought to ponder.
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A girl tells a guy she's into him, starts acting like she wants to get up-close-and-personal with him (if you catch my drift) but then disappears on him just like that, only to tell him four months later that she basically dropped him for the next piece of ass that came along...
how would you take that, assuming you're that guy (or that girl, considering she's bi and seeing a girl at the present time)?
I found this out just the other day, after four months of having lingering thoughts about her leaving me high and dry, wondering why she would pull such a crappy trick. I really wish I hadn't found out, but she still had me on her Yahoo buddy list and IMed me out of the blue Tuesday to wish me a "Merry Christmas." Funny. Very funny.
I knew I shouldn't have believed a girl who practically lives on a site like this would actually stick to one guy, and ME, for that matter. No, we weren't together, but I actually believed for a short while that she actually was honest about her desire to get to know me. It was obviously not so, as she proved by telling me she was just "too busy" to talk to me and would "call back tomorrow" each time I tried to talk to her for even two seconds, only to say in a blog on this very site that she was practically obsessed with some other guy and thought she was in love with him.
Not like it matters. Not now, anyways. My life was just fine before she came along and tried to play me for a fool, and it's been fine ever since she decided a guy who has both a cock AND a brain wasn't worth her time and effort. The funny thing is, she would've had a better time with me than she did with the dude she dropped me for, but she'll never know that now.
Her loss.
Just sitting here, staring at nothing in particular
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I got home a bit ago and was bored, sooooooooooo I thought I'd wander onto Reezle and see who's still here and who's bolted for parts unknown since my last cameo appearance here.
Same shit, different day, or so it seems.
Work's work. My friends are- well- my friends. They're as hard to reach as ever.
Haven't been laid in so long, I think I was in high school. Kidding, but it might as well have been that far back. Sheesh, it's like even seeing a naked female body's a rarity anymore (except when I come here, of course- never fails, lol).
PS2, XBox 360, dozens of unwatched (and in some cases, unopened) DVDs, over a dozen free movie passes in my pocket and so much music in my collection I'll never have the time to listen to. I don't even have to leave my house to have a good time....and yet, I'm bored. Oh well. Maybe I'll just go stick my head in the microwave and crank it up again.
Anyone want to come over to watch me fry a few brain cells? lol
Week's flying by...thank God.
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And now for something actually POSITIVE to write about...holy shit, imagine that! Who would've thunk it?
The weeks are flying by and the year's quickly approaching its finale. As I said in this entry's title, thank God. No, I can't say it's exactly the year from Hell, but then, well, no, I'm not going to go there- or not in this entry, at least. lol
Hmmmmmm news to report....newsnewsnews....hmmmmm....OH YES, NEWS! I got paid yesterday. Nah, not the most exciting story to report...
I got a haircut for the first time in three months the week before last, and I'll be damned if the guy didn't need a half-hour to mow all the excess fur off my scalp. I swear I grow it faster than some people lose it when they're my age. It went past my shoulders, just about.
I got my renewal notice from my car insurance provider last week. Guess how much the tab is for '08.
$4,065.00
It's partially because of a speeding ticket I picked up early last year, but mostly because of one minor two-point accident this time last year in which the guy I rear-ended (yes, it was my fault) reported whiplash. Ummmmmmm can you say BULLSHIT? Seriously, the guy got out of his car, walked UP the embankment his car rolled into and was acting like he was in no pain whatsoever...but then the paramedics came, and yeah, next thing I know, the f---er is being loaded on a stretcher into an ambulance and hauled away. I swear, it seems like some people are out to take you up the ass at any given time or place. No, I already knew this. lol I just like stating the obvious sometimes.
Hmmmmm what else...OH, I saw the Kings' home opener the other night in Sacramento. My dad was with me, and after seeing the "good guys" throw the ball everywhere but into the basket and fall behind by 20-something points before halftime, we figured it was a safe bet this one was for the "L" column. Yeah, no. We each came in separate cars (I came from my office on the other side of Sac, Dad from home in Grass Valley) and I got home last, so imagine my shock when I get a call from him saying the Kings won. Go figure. I swear, sometimes it feels like I even curse the teams I'm rooting for. lol Maybe I should just not go to Kings, Niners, Giants (baseball), River Cats (AAA baseball), Sharks, Padres, Chargers, Cal, Stanford or any other games...maybe someone will win a championship. lol
Yeah, you can tell I'm a sports fan. It takes my mind off of other, less-successful parts of life...like, girls and sex. lol
I'm going to go now. Simply mentioning the words "girls" and "sex" in the same sentence is depressing. lol
Here's wishing a good weekend in advance to all my friends here.
Just checking in...or rather, dumping on. lol
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Not like anyone actually reads these, but I thought I'd add something to my bitching & moaning page. lolI got online tonight to check for messages on Hotmail, Yahoo and another site I visit about as often as this one (which is pretty much never, these days). Sure enough, the message tally went something like this:
Hotmail: 150 spam, actual friend messages 2
Yahoo mail: 45 spam, actual friend messages 0- well, I actually haven't given anyone that address in a long time, so I guess that explains that.
Other site: 2 messages
Reezle: (Drumroll please)............ONE message
Eh. Big surprise there, or not really. I don't exactly know what it is- if it's just because I don't have a bunch of pictures about my cock and the girls I use it on, or if most every other guy who visits this place gets the shaft just the same. Hell, I could care a whole lot more than I really do...but it would be a waste of time and energy, considering all that this site is becoming. Holland, or whoever has the ultimate control over Reezle, might as well rename it "SGWYEM" (So girls, would you eat me?), kick all the men out and make it entirely about girls hooking up and swapping naked pics with each other.
No, I am not femme-bashing. This is merely my way of saying it sucks that a normal, average guy like me can't even get a "hello, how are you? thanks for writing me" response when I drop someone a message or a comment. It's not too much to ask...or it wasn't the last time I spoke to a girl who cared.
Don't tell me. I know nobody wants to even acknowledge me because I'm boring. No need to pile it on. I'll just shut up now and go back to being a fly on everyone else's wall. Hey, it's what I've become good at since I've been here. At least I'm good for something, right? lol
Soooooooooooooooo.......how about those Red Sox?!
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YOU KNOW, the nice thing about sports is this: at least there, you have a pretty good chance of seeing the underdog win.
ALRIGHT, so maybe Boston isn't exactly a shining example of an underdog- they did sweep the Rockies as a good number of people had predicted.
NONETHELESS, as in the ALCS three years ago against the Yankees, they faced utter elimination against a very good Indians club who seemed to have all the offense and defense in their bats and gloves. And, as in the ALCS three years ago, they came back from the brink with brute force and slammed Cleveland for three consecutive games, outscoring them 30-5 altogether. Sure, they seemed to have it relatively easy against Colorado, but that's what people come to think of you when you're the favorite.
WHAT IS MY POINT, YOU ASK? Exactly this: No matter whom I have met in my life, no matter what her intentions were when we first met, I have always started out feeling like the underdog, yet tried hard to give myself a solid opportunity to come out on top with her, only to see her hook up with someone else while I was left waiting...and wondering. Eventually, I will have my day when she walks past someone else and right to me...but only when I meet someone who sees the best in me- the qualities none of the people I have met have ever been interested in- will that day come.
THIS is what keeps me going. I have a good, strong head on my shoulders and a clear mind with which to think, unlike many people I know.
Another reason to love life...
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Mood: Resignant
Someone whom I thought was truly interested in me a couple of months ago has gone out of her way to avoid me all this time...and I just found out why. I guess I should've known the reason all along. Actually, I did know. I just didn't want to admit it to myself that I was nothing more than a chump to her. "I'm too busy." "I'm working late". "I can't talk now. I'll call later." That's what I got every time I called. I guess she was "working" on something other than her job. Of course, she'll laugh me off and say I didn't deserve to know sooner...but the fact is, I believed she would eventually call me back each of those times she said she would. How dumb am I? Really?
It's not like I really expected her to really want anything with me anyways. Hell, she's only interested in partying and shopping, whereas I have better things to do with my time than that. She seemed bored with me from the minute she first heard my voice on the phone, so I guess I shouldn't have been so surprised when she only called once- more than two weeks later- and then didn't say make another attempt to contact me again after that. Except, of course, for the time I called her last month and she got annoyed with me because I was interrupting her "work" at 11:30 pm (her work shift supposedly ended at 11, or so she said). *coughcough*BULLSHIT*coughcough*
I'm not going to sit here and let one girl ruin the good mood I had enjoyed all day...but I'm not going to forget this. The funny thing is, she isn't the first person to put me on hold while she's entertaining someone else, and I'm sure she won't be the last. It's just another example of why I'll never completely trust women. As soon as I do- even for one day- it comes back to bite me in the ass.
Think I'm being paranoid? Fine, maybe I am. Better to be that than a doormat to every girl who tries to take advantage of my trust.