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Have you remember what you have told me?

I used to believe in your words, I used to trust in you, but you are going to destroy it.
You told me that I was a special person to you, but at least you said it to other too.

So, how could I trust you again?
Many questions are in my head........

A man who I see, is that a real of you or you just make it out?
Are you lying me or you just test me to see who I am?

I take a deep breath, and close my eyes.
After open them, I see noting.
There is no light, just the shadow.
Everything is in the shadow, I could not see the way.

I don't know where I should go.
I don't know how to keep it going on.
I don't know how to make a next step.

I feel like I am falling down......and there is no way to get up.
My eyes are closing......hardly to open again

My body needs to rest, and So does my heart.
They are going to sleep, and never been awake anymore.....

It is going to die......because of you.

Did you remember? You are the one who make it alive, and now you are the one who kills it.....
My heart is dying.........is that what you want?

Tags: hurt, my heart

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She is the best - Christina Aguilera

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Yesterday was a special night for me. Christina Aguilera Back to Basic Concert was shown in Thailand last night. I was so excited when I've known that she would come to Thailand for the show. My friend and I went to buy tickets since the first day. It was about a month before the show would be shown.

This is the first concert that I went to see. I have no idea to go to any concert because I don't like crowned, and I see no interesting in them, but as for her is the exception. I admitted that I was so excited to go there, and waited to see her on the stage.

The program had been set as following :
- The door would be opened at 19:00
- The show would begin at 20:00

I arrived there quite early, and had pork-burger as dinner. It was about 19:30 that I entered into the hall, and began excited again. The time passed by, and my watch was shown 20:00 but the show had not began. That made me a bit upset. I kept complaining with my friend - when the show would begin??? My friend told me to clam down, and she went out to buy some beverage for us. After she left for 5 minutes, all light in the hall was turn off, and that made me know that Christina Aguilera was going to be on the stage. I was so excited. My heart was beating so fast.

On the stage, I saw a little woman (because my seat was far from the stage) in the white dress. I knew immediately that was the one whom I was waiting to see. Every songs she sang, I sang with her. It was like a dream, 2 hours passed by and I felt like it was just 30 minutes. Her songs made me wanted to dance, but I could not. (It was not allowed). Anyway... even if they did not allow to stand and dance, then I sat and danced on my seat. I sang from all my voice, and that made my voice had gone after the concert was ended.

I like last 2 songs which were Beautiful and Fighter, because when the song began, everybody sang together. Especailly Fighter, I felt hot......really hot from singing this song. I had no voice for singing when the song began, but that could not stop me. I did not care anything. That time, I just knew that it was the time for singing, and no one could stop me.

I am impressed. I think I am lucky that I went to see this concert. She is great!
I love you, Christina Aguilera. You are my model! -_^
Love you.....

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Posted localDatewithYear("Wed, 09 Jan 2008 02:40:11 -0800","vnbeb");

She is the best - Christina Aguilera

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