**SIGH**

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Mood: content, Music: Happy Birthday to Me- Cracker
Well,  

Here I am another year older and I'm not exactly where I thought I'd be when turning 34.   I had planned to married with kids a husband and a career.

UM none of that has happened!

It all sucks! 


ME

Dial Up Sucks

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Mood: tired, Music: Beat on the Brat...............
With a baseball bat oh oh oh yeah.

Well,  I'm waiting for this stupid fucking game to download so I can get a taste of it before I have to go to bed.   

Oh yeah and Photoshop CS3 Extended ROCKS!!

Creative Suite CS3 Design Premium ROCKS!!


I ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOLY EFFIN CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Mood: neutral, Music: N.W.A. Boyz in tha Hood
Cruisin down the street in my 6-4, Jockin' the bitches slapping the ho's, went thru the park to get to school knuckleheads out there cold shooting some hoop,  A car pulls up who can it be? A fresh El Camino rolling Kilo-G, He rolled down his window and he started to say, It's all about making that GTA, cuz tha boys in the hood are always hard, come talkin that trash we'll pull your card, knowing nothing in life but to be legit don't quote me boy cuz I ain't said shit................................


Damn, I'm BAAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anybody miss me?

WTF??  I almost couldn't get in cuz I couldn't remember my password and know Nak changed the name?    Wazzup wit dat?   Where's my (Swiddum)?

Anyway, just making my way back.

But I ain't no holla back girl!!!!!!

DUDE!

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Mood: hormonal, Music: Love and Rockets

Well, here's  a quick entry since I haven't written in awhile.  I finally put my photo back up for rating and I'm getting bad votes.  Oh well, I uploaded a new pic with my pink and purple hair so we'll see how that fares.  I don't believe in the rating system anyway.   It;s not like it's accurate or anything but it is fun.  Anyway, I'm off to the doctor, my one of many that I see on a regular basis.

Since my hysterectomy, my hormones are so going crazy, I didn't realize how bad it was going to be but I guess it's better to just cry uncontrollably and be depressed than to be in excruciating pain right.  Guess you gotta take the good with the bad.

 

Anyway, I'm off like a prom dress!

This looked interesting................

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Mood: Tired, Music: Too Short

1. How many people have you had sex with in 2006?     zero
2. Weed, coke, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms, opium, hash....out of these 12 drugs how many have you done?    10 for sure.  Never done peyote or k I'm not sure what k is and then I've also done quite a few that aren't on this list

3. Ever cheated on a GF/BF?     No
4. Ever paid for sex?   No

5. Ever been married?   No
6. Ever been divorced? NO
7. If you had to pick one whats your favorite sexual position? Used to be doggy style.
8. Do you own any guns?    No.

9. Ever done more than 30 days in jail?    No.

10. Ever been to rehab? Are you implying that I have a drug problem? Because I don't! I am NOT an addict! Whoever told you that is lying!!!    Yes
11. Ever do anything gay sexually?     Yep a few times.
12. Ever have sex with anyone that you met on myspace?   Not yet. LOL

1 3. What size are your breasts/dick? 36B 

14. Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris?    No
15. What celebrity would you want to have sex with if you had the chance?      Edward Norton
16. Ever been unemployed for over a year since becoming an adult?     yes

17. How many states/provinces have you lived in?     10 states 25+cities
18. How many countries have you lived in?      one.  visited another.

19. Do you keep a weapon under or next to your bed at night? no

20. What celebrity would you want to beat up if you had the chance?     brittney Spears
21. Ever rolled into the harsh ghetto to buy drugs?    LOL yes

23. Ever been paid for sex? not in money
24. Ever hired a PI to follow someone?    No.

25. Ever Had A Threesome?     yes, I've 5 of them.

26. What is your IQ? 126
27. Do you think Mr. Rogers really was a pervert or do you think he was a neighborly guy?    I think he was gay.        

28. O.J. Simpson......Guilty
29. Fake tits or real tits?    real
30. Ever watch someone having sex?   um yeah
31. How long has it been since you had sex?     Well before my surgery 
32. Your favorite drink?      vodka, frangelico, and cream. 

Finally!!!!!!

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Mood: Depressed, Music: Bob Marley

Well, I finally had my hysterectomy on March 10th.  It was looooooooooong overdue.   I hope to GOD that the surgery worked and I will begin to have a normal life without pain.

The downside to the surgery so far is that it has only aggravated my depression.  I had to go to the nut house again.  And now I also have to make sure I take my progesterone and wear my estrogen patch, otherwise I'll be in bad shape.

So, here I go again with having to deal with trying to get meds.  I have to have the 2 hormones plus my depression meds.

Could this life get any fucking worse?

I'm sure that it could so I should just be grateful that I'm not as bas off as some people.

Anyhoo, just wanted to check in.

Haven't been on here in at 2+ months.

I hope everyone is well. 

Nonsensical BS

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Mood: sick

I just don't get when people put backgrounds on their profiles or blogs and then they put a font up that you can't read.

I don't see it as much on here as I do on myspace but still. 

What's the point of writing a blog when no one can read it.   Or putting info on a profile where you can only read parts of it.

I just don't get it.  

I mean when they see it, what are they really thinking?

 

Anyway, I've been sick all week. 

I VTO'd from work again today.

It's been so dead lately.

I'm sure it will pick up after the first of the year and everyone will want to buy some software.

We have some new products coming out which will be pretty cool.

Bored again

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Mood: tired, irratable, Music: Baby Bitch-Ween

I'm bored again.

I feel yucky.  

It's that lovely time of the month for me where I get to be in pain for 2 weeks.

I hate my body.

I want a new one.

My job is cool, though.

I'm still waiting for my Flash Professional 8 to come.

I can't wait to play around with it.

I still have to buy one more present for my boyfriend and I still haven't bought my mom's gift yet.

Her boyfriend bought her a laptop for Christmas, I don't think I'll be able to top that.

She'll like whatever I get her because she's my mommy and she loves me.

I'm bored

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Mood: bored, Music: Dopeman

I'm so bored.

I left work early.

I'm going to take a nap.

Brrr..........it's fucking cold!

Groovy!

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Mood: neutral, Music: Ying Yang Twins

I'm thinking this new layout is really cool!

I like the fact that you can leave comments in each folder in your gallery and not just the main gallery.

I like the new journal editor.

Everything looks puffy! 

hehe.

I still haven't figured out where everything is though.

Like where is the downvote protection thingie?

And where is the rating thingie, like where it breaks down by sex what you have been rated?

And how do you turn off your rating?

Anybody know?

My rating is the lowest it's ever been but I don't really put too much credence into that whole rating thing anyway.

I mean it doesn't measure my self esteem anyway.

I give everybody 10's!  

Oh, and pink is my new favorite color.

haha................random...............I know!