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Mood: sad and depressed
ah today i feel down and depressed,, im shattered,, life with three kids is harder than i thought,, but its not there fault,, there the only thing that makes me happy nowadays!
no today i feel upset and used by my husband, its not worth talking to him as he doesnt understand and hell he is never wrong, we had a huge arguement yesterday and today well it just seems that he said what he said to shut me up and get the lift he wanted, he has decieved me again,, i know im lucky having a husband as a lot of women have to cope on there own and sometimes i think id be better off on my own as you see my life consists with running round after him then the kids, its just to much, i just want to leave and be with my family, have some time to myself, he has greatly decieved me before and trying to trust him is hard but i honestly thouht he realised just how serious i was yesterday but no , just the same as usual

the weird thing is im all on my own as i chose him over my life friends and family, so sorry for ranting here but i have noone else to tell

anyways heres to a busy dayhopefully it will nock some sense into me and a bit of happiness
love to you all
xxxx