Come Back To Your Man

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Mood: Focused, Music: Mine


You say your leavin
You say your gone
You aint been happy now
And you're movin on

But you know you still love me
You know you still care
You know that things don't have to be this way
Come back to your man

Now you been waiting
For so damn long
And now your saying that
Your lines been drawn

But you know you still love me
You know you still care
It doesn't have to be too late for love
Just come back to your man

You know that we could make the world just shake again
In each others arms is where we're meant to be
You'd never have to wait to feel so good again
Girl if you just come back home to me

I know you're hurt babe
I know you're scared
To take that chance again
And come back here

But you know you still love me
You know you still care
I swear you won't be sorry if you do
Come back to your man
Please come back to your man
Wont you come back to your man

Just venting

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Mood: annoyed, Music: Govt Mule

Feeling low is easy

Self pity comes naturally

The whole world is against me

Nobody knows how I feel

Tell me that I’m pretty

Tell me that I’m special

Tell that you love me

Look at me

Look at me

Look at me

  

I do not have the time or inclination for any of that anymore.

Give me something real or shut the fuck up

Jesus says, "You Suck!!!"

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Mood: see title, Music: angry voices

Some days I wish I had time to write the way I used to.  Writing to friends.  Keeping up a personal journal along with a song journal, and community journal.  These things made up for my lack of a life in some way. They made me feel as though I was accomplishing something.  Maybe I was, but but I doubt it.

I don't think I have ever felt more alone than I have in the last few weeks.  Even though life is going pretty weel it seems like something is missing.  Not a big part, just a lot of the small parts.  Let's face it, it's the small parts that count.  At least until a man drops his pants... then little things are not welcome.

Finding my birth parents is on my mind again.  The most beautiful woman I have ever known is on my mind again, even though I doubt I will ever see her much less have privelige to have what I truly want from her.

Conflict and confusion can be good when i have time to explore them for artistic purposes.  Today they are nothing more than a bother. 

You know who you are! (at least I would hope you do)  COME join me or save me, or at least get naked and buy me a fucking shot.

Nothing To Say

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Mood: ugh, Music: mine
In the darkest night
As he cursed the light
She lies beside him
With a touch that's oh so slight

And he feels her there
In the cool night air
Wishin he could tell her
How much he really cares

It hurts him so
That the can't let go
Just one time tell her
The things she needs to know

He says I may not give you roses
Or great big diamond rings
I cant give you the mansion on the hill
I cant promise you everything

But when I wake every mornin
The only thing I need
Is to know that I belong to only you
And Baby that you belong to only me

Too many open wounds too many graves
Too many sleepless nights too many wasted days
It easy to stay the same so damn hard to change
Won't someone take the pain and make it go away

I may not give you roses
Or great big diamond rings
I cant give you the mansion on the hill
I cant promise you everything

But when I wake every mornin
The only thing I need
Is to know that I belong to only you
And Baby that you belong to only me

In the darkest night
As he cursed the light
She lies beside him
With a touch that's oh so slight