jobs.. can be confusing

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Mood: meh
so i havent really been on hear for long time.. things have been happening in my life which have been good and some not to good.. lets start off, i work at golf course and well i only work there part time and i was like can i have full time and they wouldnt give it to me, so im thinking what? am i not good worker or something.. like I CAN COOK here haha and yes im a wonderful cook. w.e so they didnt full time to me, so about 3 weeks ago i was going mental.. meaning that i needed a full time job that i can do.. cuz i know that i cant sit at home and only work part time.. thats wasnt going to happen. so i got off my ass to find a full time job. i found one, and they hired me like right a way... well i didnt tell the golf course till like a week and a bit, till a guy from work saw me (the assisant boss) yea he saw me and i was like cursing underneath my breath thinking i should be at the back for a moment or something... so i have to be nice cuz i work with customers all day.. i work at a bakery... so i have to be nice to EVERYONE and yes thats including you to hehehe.. so then once they found out that i was working there the golf course job wouldnt  call me back till i paid a visit to them like last week saying that im still on the planet and you can call me to work... ill be there.. BUT only on saturdays tho.. well i havent been there for 5 weeks so i dont know whats happening... like i enjoy the work and the people... but some of them can be an ass.. with no respect to you, but you give respect.. like whats going on there.. i really want to quit and my mind is set to quiting but a lot of people are like tough it out girl, i know you want to become a chef or a pastry chef, but u have to learn how to deal with this type of stuff.. but im thinking not when u get treated like shit.. no thanks.. i rather run the other way that i came in that door when i started. so now with this other job that i am working full time with, i enjoy it. i also enjoy working with the people and happy to get up in the morning and be like today is going to be something new and im happy going.. even  tho.. when u have to wake up and your under covers all warm im like ugh its that time.. but once i am up im happy to be going to work.. also you get to know your bus friends at that time to... and well you chat with them to.. i enjoy to talk with everyone... WOW i just realized that i got side tracked here haha.. any hoot.. this is my job story... ill try to be more up dated with everything.... its soo hard cuz i dont have a lot of time.. i come home and i want to shower.. dealing with people.. not saying that its bad, and also with money.. yeah, you would feel gross.. cuz i know i sure do.. and cuddle under a blanket and watch some tv... or even go on the comp and chill to im ready for bed.. so im going to go cuz im fighting a headache while i am writing this and im going off to bed... so i shall keep my blogs updated about everything that is happening in my life.. and hope and pray that it doesnt get all crazy on me.. i would have to learn to just take it slow and take it day by day. and well now my vent is over.... the end. hahahaha

its been awhile

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so i havent really written a blog for awhile and i think it is time.  In November my computer crashed and i didnt have it for a month, boy did that drive me crazy!!! why?? i love the computure, lol. Yea, otherwise i am doing great, i do hope that i do get to put more pics of me up, but theres no promises!!! i do like this site though, people on here are really nice, which i really like.  Pretty much thats all i have to say so far.  Im doing great, feel great and everything else.   

new

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Mood: happy
hey so i am new to this site and well i think i have the hang of it a little bit, i may ask people for some help still.  in may life is going pretty good so far, i cant really complain about it.  umm what else can i say, i love my life as i write this wonderful blog :) thanks for all the people who are helping me:) you guys are awesome.