Welcome back...blegh.

Posted Nov 19 at 9:47 AM

So, yeah...I'm back. I don't want to be back. It was so hard leaving him. We connected...but I knew we would. It was just a matter of solidifying it in person. He's a soulmate...not in the romantic sense. It's just not there on that level with us. I had so much fun. We explored the redwoods, he made me carrot juice...it was yummy, I meet the sea lions and I explored the Oregon coast while he slept after work. Even though the sights were great, it was him that made the trip. I was just as content being at his apartment or with him at work as I was doing things. I actually prefered being at his place and just being with him. He's funny...he makes me laugh or giggle like a school girl. He even made me blush once or twice...I NEVER blush.  He is just amazing...he makes my soul happy and my smile reach my eyes. He's funny, witty, charming, stubborn, tender, sweet, handsome, a wonderful storyteller with a limitless imagination and just all around great conversationalist. He's  way beyond understanding and has a wicked twisted sense of humor and a michevious little kid lurking somewhere in there too. Ha...he reminds me of me. No wonder I adore him. ;) Is it obvious?

Look I even want to eat his pocket. :)

or maybe just enjoy this moment...

I  hope I don't have to wait another three years to see him again.

I'm kind of fried but I'll post some more pics soon. As wonderful as my trip up there was...coming home sucked equally as bad. I got off the plane and turned on my phone to find a text and a voicemail from the guy who was housesitting for me. My old kitty wasn't doing well. I made the 45 minute drive home into a 25 minute mini grand prix. I ran into the house, hugged my son who was crying and made my way to my kitty. We've been together for the entire 20 years of her life...I held her in the palm of my hand when I first found her as a stray. She died an hour after I got home, at the emergency clinic. I petted her and said her name the way she liked to hear it over and over. I guess she was just waiting for me to get home...I'm glad I made it. I'm sorry she suffered for those few hours waiting for me.