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ahhhh  fuck the world!

its about time!

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Mood: excited, Music: shinedown save me
i tell you i have been waiting for this fri to be here for a the past 3 months! im finally going home! no more shity ass new york/fort drum weather! i swear ive seen enough snow to last me the rest of my life! being from texas snow is NOT for me! itll be great this weekand to go home and be back with with my husband again until he has to deploy in oct. not looking forward to that....for those of you that just arent very military smart the army has the longest deployments of any branch(1 yr ) and saying good-bye to my husband for a year BLOWS but now that my address will be ft hood texas again what time i have i will enjoy!!! :) OMG I CANT WAIT TO GET ON THE PLANE FRIDAY MORNING AND SIGN OUT OF FORT DRUM!!!!!

survey

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Mood: kinda frisky

heres a survey fill it out and post it so others can know what a freak you are!!!!

Looked at a nude magazine? not recently but i have

Looked at an explicit magazine (actual sex acts)? have

Had phone sex? shhhhh

Had sex? yes

What age did you lose your virginity? 13 but that doesnt count bc it wasnt willing

 
Had sex with a virgin? nope

Total # of partners you have had intercourse with? again if your talking about willing and wanted to only 1that i consider and are we counting the time(s) i had to see if i was gay????? cuz if so 3

Had more than 10 sexual partners? no

Had more than 100 sexual partners? ewwww

What was your craziest, strangest or most exciting sexual encounter? ummm.....being tied to the bed, teased and having motion lotion licked off me ahhh it was great...good times good times

Masturbated? all the time ..i aint gonna lie there aint no shame in my game my husband is 2000 miles away!!!

How many times a week would you say you masturbate? alot i got through about 3 batteries a weeks lets say...and it only takes one!

Masturbated while someone watched?yeah ...my husband

Do you enjoy masturbating in front of your lover? yeah only bc it really turns him on and the things he does to me ..........

Masturbated for a group of three or more people? hellno

Masturbated covertly in public? no

Pierced your genitals or nipples? yes, currently

Seen a live stripper? yes it was fun! but i hate givin hoes my money!

Seen a live sex show? nope

Flashed someone (breasts, genital, mooned)? yes

Streaked with a group of six or more? no

Stripped for someone? yes

Stripped for a group of 3 or more? no if i have musta been drunk

Participated at a nude beach or nudist camp? no

Been the only nude person in a group of 3 or more? No

Played strip poker (or a similar game involving nudity)? yes

Showered while someone watched? well he was in the shower with me.....hehehe

Watched someone having sex without their knowledge? nope

Had sex while you knew someone was watching? dont think so

Been walked in on while having sex? no ...knock on wood

Walked in on someone having sex? yeah....and my parents scarred me for life

Written an erotic story? no thats gay

Role-played a sexual situation? Yep and it was most excellent

Been the photographer for a nude photo? Yes

Been photographed nude? Yes

Been photographed having sex? Yes.....i took those....

Been videotaped having sex? Yes...i love that video didnt know i sounded like that

Do you enjoy watching porn? If no, why? yes!! again no shame in my game

Watched a porno film with a sexual partner? Yea and had sex while watching one...my idea

Used a blindfold during sex? ohhhh yeah and he loved it

Used handcuffs during sex? no more like restraints...i think we both enjoyed tying each other up

Used sex dice?theres an idea.....

Used whip, chains, cat-o-nine tails, etc. during sex? yep...when the other oneis tied to the bed ;P

What best describes your shaving technique, clean shaved, landing strip or unshaven? hahahaha wouldnt you like to know

What part of your body would you like your lover to pay more attention to? nothing he doesnt take his eyes off me as it is

Had oral sex? Yep......why else would i have two tongue rings for???

Do you spit or swallow when performing oral sex?  hehehe....::smacks lips::

Do you prefer your lover to cum IN you or ON you? depends on my mood

When having oral sex performed on you, do you enjoy when your lover plays with your ass? depends on my mood

Have you tried performing anal sex, and if  yes do you enjoy it? sometimes

What is your favorite sexual position? whenever hes in me

Used more than 3 positions in one session? uhh yeah we reinvent the karma sutra everytime

What is the most amount of orgasms you have had in one session of sex? ok yeah this is embarrassing ...like 22 what can i say hes a magic man

Showered with a partner? all the time

Brought partner to climax using only hands? no

Brought partner to climax using only mouth? ohhhh yeeeeeeeeah

Had sex while standing up? yeah how else do u do it in the shower?

Had sex with someone 10 years older/younger than you? no

Had sex with your landlord? no

Had sex with a teacher? no

Had sex with a boss? no

Had sex with two members of the same family? hahhahaha no

Had sex with twins? no

Had sex with someone of the same sex? yes

Had sex with someone the same day that you met them? yeah

Had sex with someone whose name you didn't know? yes it wasnt willing

Had sex with someone you never spoke to/spokedifferent languages? NO

Had two separate sexual partners within 24 hours? fuck no

Had a menage-a-trois? yes but it was all female

Had group sex (more than 3)? no

Participated in a swap/swinging club? hell no i WILL NOT SHARE MY HUSBAND

Had two regular partners at the same time? no

Had sex in a public place? If so, where? in front of the window with no curtains up and we were on the cornor so there was a four way and as you know the cars had to stop...that was a rush

Had sex outdoors in broad daylight? not yet

Had sex on the roof of a building? no

Had sex in a stationary car? hahaha

Had sex in a moving car? support road-head

Are you a member of the mile high club? NO

Had sex outdoors at night? no

Had sex at your office or other work area? no

Met partner during work hours to have sex? yeah...kinda

Had sex in a dark theatre? No

Had sex in the water? Yep

Had sex in an elevator? lmao i was told i did but i dont remember

Had sex in a cemetery? no that would be to freaky

Had sex in a store dressing room? No

Do you like to have your hair pulled while doing it  doggie style? most the time...just not tooo hard

Do you enjoy being spanked? sometimes

Do you own any sex toys? If yes do you use regularly? yeah umm lets see what do we have....body chocolate, motion lotion, feather/cat-o-nine, and i got a toy my hubby bought me

Used a vibrator? all the time

Used an inanimate object ? umm no

Used an inanimate object while having sex with a partner? eww

Devoted a whole day to sex? Yeah and night

Used whipped cream/soft chocolate erotically? hahaha

Used ice erotically? yes

Used hot melted wax erotically? No

Had noise complaints from neighbors during a sex session? well at  the hotel but other times i know our neighbors could hear

Are you into any sexual fetishes? If yes, what are they?  dont think so

What type of panties do you prefer if any? Brand: VS   Style: ??? does itmatter they end up on the floor anyways

Fallen or lost balance during sex? hahaha yeah but we were drunk as hell

Received open praise for sexual technique? ohh yeah

Is breast size important? kinda

Have you ever cheated on your lover? Did they find out? hel lno i aint even like that

Watched a regular sexual partner having sex with someone else? ohhh fuck that ...!!!!

Quick, pick 1 person to have sex with right now, who is it? TOM!!!!!! damn the things im gonna do to you when i get back!....

 

love hurts

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Mood: just dont know anymore

so yeah i got in to a fight with the husband......that sucked it was our worst one yet....i wish i was home bet this woulda never happened...over something so dumb at that.... this distance is killing us i cant stand it anymore i love him too much to let it get between us...i just dont think he knows ..i said things i should of never said as did he....it sucks bc now i have put thoughts in his head and made him think different..... i feel like shit and now its been said sorry doesnt help

grr

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Mood: passive
well its only 1 pm fuck the day goes by soooo slow

shity day

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Mood: dopped up on hydrocodone, Music: crossfade-colors
what a beautiful day in the neighborhood........ah not really gotta hole drilled into my gum.... nice huh?! the only good thing that came outa it is my bottle of hydrocodone!!! yumm...uh i mean just kidding ....army'll spank my ass for that one! lol anyways my days are so fucking boring up here alone. i sit and play anarchy online all day ...  its like its fucking crack i feel like im 15 again staying up all night playing video games on the computer .. christ i really am losing my fucking mind!! someone save me! damnit i need to get back to texas!  anyways a guy here at ft drum killed himself yesterday night. i find that really cute. i guess him and his wife gotinto a fight the MPs were called he let them on a chase outside of Watertown onto the Interstate the state troopers and MPs were following him when u veared off the road down a cliff where he took a shotgun and blew his brains out. pretty fucked up huh?!i think he caught her cheating thats the rumor why else would you smack the shit out of her when u have a happy marriage?!?!?!?!  And can you believe this guy was on 20 yrs old just starting his life..... just started in the army and with one squeeze of a trigger its all over all gone. i mean damn ive had my boughts with depression, done my thing and tried killing myself.... but you know im glad when i was 14 i didnt bc my life has turned out for the best... i dunno have had a lot of shit happen things most people probably would of killed themself over but its things that hit close to home like that private shooting himself that make me glad to be alive i dunno also lets see my good friend who is in Iraq his company is apart of the  one of air assult companies yall have been hearing aboutonthe news..im worried damn..... atleast if anything happens i know that he loved doing what he does ya know.......well guys till tomorrow

People on SWYDM are funny

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Mood: confused

im so sad i tell ya never had so many #1 votes...damn talk about low self esteem ! HAHA just kidding its all good i love it .... it just shows me how many people are jealous they aint 5'9 blonde hair green eyees and a hot 145lbs... lol hey whatevas cleva

i hate the fucking armys medical bullshit

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Mood: shity and in pain
arg what a shity way to start the week. ive been sick for about a week now and after my husband nagging on me to go see a doc i finally went. first off i must say i really hate army doctors and PA's they really piss me off. i mean you cant even get antibiotics unless your on ur fucking death bed! so anyways i try to over come my cold myself didnt work i went to our sorry excuse of urgent care center here at ft drum and they refused to see me !!! after i started bitching got yelled at by a e7 they decided to see me.  nice huh?? so after awhile i get xrays and shit done come to find out ihave god damn pneumonia and bronchitis!!! and then they tell me "well i know your having problems breathing but itll get better in a few days with these meds...."WTF!! just what i strive to do everyday ... pt with pneumonia.... ill really be feelin good then! assholes. as you can imagine im pissed the fuck off had to do more bitching and threating to complain to IG to get quarters so i dont have to work tomorrow. christ its not like im faking it like alot of soldiers do grrr that shit really makes me want to shoot someone the fucking army is so gay... yeah benifits my ass go see an asshole LT PA who cant ever become a DR so hes the next best thing to tell you ur faking and to drink water you'll be ok.. i tell you its this shit that i tell my husband i honestly think it is worth the money to see a civialian doc and dentist.... ohhh ohh denists thats another story!!! got a root canal bc i chipped my tooth during combatives and yeah he did a shity ass job my shit hurts i have to go back tomorrow get more shots in the gums....FUCK THE ARMY MEDICAL TEAM AT FT DRUM SUCKS! im not even over reacting... trust me just ask someone whos been here a while.... the service i get for serving the country ...... ahh GOD BLESS AMERICA 

Never Hurt So Good

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This one is for the love of my life Tom


I can`t get enough of
The way you look at me
when I kiss your lips
The way you tickle me
just to hear me laugh
The way you hold my hand
just so I know you`re there
The way you caress my body
just the way I like it
The way you breathe on my neck
when we make love at night
The way you pretend you don`t care
and then can`t hold back your smile
The way you laugh at me
to see my eyes twinkle
The way you sing to yourself
and pretend that I can`t hear
The way you crowd the bed at night
but cuddle with me when I`m asleep
The way you comfort me
when I cry about nothing
The way you surprise me
by saying I`m beautiful
The way you try to get me
to be more like you
The way you call me
and leave sweet little messages
The way you miss me
makes me want you more
The way you are
is all I have ever wanted



At times I can`t put into words how feel, the simple I Love You only begins to descibe my emotions. Soon we will be together for good and I WILL wait no matter what distance is between us. You are MY all, my one and only, my other half. Without you I`m just not going to ever be complete.