WHAT! WHAT! O.K.!

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ahhaha, I just watched the entirety of dave chapelle`s season 2 the past couple of days with my ex. I had seen this stand up show a whille ago which I liked but yeah, this was pretty funny. I didn`t like the beginning of season 2 too much "NIGGA" references and naked whores (go figure, 0one naked whore doesn`t like the other naked whores hehe) but it was not so bad the end of second season

I got asked out twice yesterday, both times by people who worked with me and both times by people at least 25 y/o

WTF! Do I look THAT much like a lolita? holy crap, im attracting old perverts left and right!

n another note, mith davis, direor of my favourite flick, subconsciouls cruelty which I have talked so much about, has expressed a desire to work with me! This is pretty exciting, imagine the director of your favourite flick sends ya an email ladies, ta,king about doing a photoshoot!

woaahh great opportunity, getting back in modelling soon!

yessss!

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I`m FINALLY GOING TO LE SEPTIEME TONIGHT, MAYBE, IF THIS GUY DOESN`T BAIL ON ME. I have wanted to go there for like.....1 year or more, which is a lot considering I fucking live in this city. THis guy from work is takin me, the baker man.

Another fire alert 2 days ago in my building at 4;30 in the fucking mornng, i was so stressed and rushed I rn out in a bra (and a skirt of course) I had to find time to catch my cats (yes catch them, do you know what a supoer oud fire alarm does to a cat, they hide under things the little bastards) At least I know if there is a real fire, I will be risking my god damn life trying to get those damn cats to come in my arms.

I can`t wait till saturday, first day off since sunday, they seperated my two days off one at the beginning of the week and one after, that was fucking smart.

I love my cats

I love goblin (italian band that scores argento`s flix!)

I love american gothic, OH YES I coaxed my pal into buying me that lil sucker, I have to tak to him again, he must be a bit worried, I love `im. LOVE YOU EDDYYYYY

Look at my typo for talk, I just remembered, BIG NEWS! kitamura is gonna be making a sequel to versus, the action packed zombie flick complete with martial arts gore and hot bad guys (ha!) Most of the original cast is back on board.

I`m gonna jet, work at 3!

Steph

wellllllllllll

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next week is a busy schedule! Lots of working. Have to get prepared, i,ll probaby do a shoot with eric daoust next weekend, I wanna wear a mustachesuspenders and do a strip or something.

everyone GREAT FILM ALERT!!!! check out rick elfman (yes, danny`s bro, watch for acameo from elfman as well as the devill ! hahahahaha music performed by his band oingo boingo) musical flik " FORBIDDen zone" STARRIng none other than elfman`s wife and ms tyrell woohooooo fat chicks are the bomb!

I loved tyrell`s role! FUCK ElISHA CUTHBERT, SHE SHOUlD BE GETTING All HER ROLES!

one of my new alltime favs!

apparently I am ugly, says some snooty little bitch at work in the corner with all of her kiddy friends, I must look awfully different then my photos people! or maybe, can we say,.. stupid immature bitch?

WEll thank god today was a day off, I couldn`t walk back into work today happy, so im gonna go and meet some people then gonna get drunk tonight!

Steph

hi-de-hi-de-hi hi-de-hi-de-hoooooooooooooo

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I just contacted for a paid shoot, which I wi,,llllll probably do in spetember, for now I have to get back in touch with eric to do that mad gir shoot, and toxzy wi, find time for the girl on girls

I just watched this awesome film directed by rick elfman called "FORBIDDEN ZONE" HOLY SHIT! That is a great fucking flick , wasnt expecting that at allllllllll being as it`s danny elfman`s bro (danny is so damn overrated fuck, teruhiklol suzuki did a better score for karim`s film!

According to mitch the best trick for fake guts is toilet paper, soaked in fake blood. HA! who woulda guessed!


I also finally checked out attack of the killer tomatoes, good stuff!

Steph

green onions is so wicked

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my new job is so -so, apart from dealing with the assholes, I have a dollar more than minimum wage, HAHAHAH, not that great but hey, better than 7.45 an hour. shifts are like 6 hrs approx. sometimes 7 or 9.

I dealt with a client the other day, who SICKENED me to death. this dirty old bum, with dried blood al over his hands, I taked about it with my friend dan afterwards and he said I had the right not to serve him if I didn`t want to, for my health`s sake. The guy literallllllllly had blood al over his hands and he used my fucking pen to sign his receipt for his bottles, and I touched that change he had lying around in his gross bloody hands for who knows how long, YUCK THERE ARE FOUNTAINS EVERYWHERE FOR YOUR BUMS, WASH YOURSELVES.

I finaly saw mitch again after 2 years ( producer of my allll time favourite fim "Subconscious cruelty") and just before the film I caught karim (the director of subconscious) and harry cleven ( director of belgian film "Trouble") at this bar. I finally got the chance to ask karim about the dvd release of subconscious in region 1... there are two dvd releases but both are fucking region 2 and one of them is a jap bootleg so it has the genitals blurred out., blech./ Apparently I have a logn wait ahead of me.

I might be doing a gory picnic shoot soon with photogra[pher marc julien, I am just not sure right now, there is so much things going on I haven`t done any shoots since my last marc julien shoot with toxygene!

MAX ! i WIL CALLLLLLL YA SOON BABE! BRING THATTEQUILA BOTTLE, hahaha

steph

oh my fucking god.

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I`m sorry kiddos, I have switched jobs yet again, been meeting people and plus the fantasia festival started this weekend, OH DEAR!

I just saw the BEST asian horror film and possibly best all around horror film in my life on friday, I NEVER jump or get freaked out in movies, believe me...this one made me fgeel like an old lady having forgotten her heart attack medicine. check it out, thailand film "shutter".

saturday was the canadian premiere of 2001 manaiacs produced by eli roth`s company raw nerve. Hosted by christa campbell and director tim sullivan, I was expecting something better but not THAT much better, it really was a treat! afterwards I went out with my newfound friend (newfound HOT fr4iend, firy red hair works for a radio station on campus) rick trembles, director tim sullivan and christ campbel, mitch davis and some other fantasia people for drinks, there was this girl , cameo from land of the dead, and works on rue morgue mag, there who kept name dropping "my friend george romero," "my friend asia argento" she was so hot and cool though, she could name drop al she wanted.


Tonight is thailand film "zee oui" hosted by the director, afterwards, yet again, drinks with my neighboor and the hot guy I met at the premiere of 200 maniacs, should be eventful il try and take some photos!

pray I wont become a fucking groupie, with all these hot shots around me, I am starting to feel like brushing up on a cinephile vocabulary and always stay shaved when going out for drinks with `em! HAHAHAHAH

Steph

damnit

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TOO MUCH RESPONSIBILITIES, !!!!!!!!!! LOTSA SUSHI AND A POSSIBLE NEW LOVE INTEREST WHO FEELS THE SAME WAY ABOUT PORNOGRAPHY AS i DO!!!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

New site

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I was asked yesterday if I would like to have my own paysite....YA KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS? if this fals through, you guys can see all my vids and compleyte sets for a smal monthly fee! I`l have more shooting props and ideas.

I have a new site address: tammytrauma.darkgreenmedia.com and soon tammy-trauma.com!!!! YES INDEED!

Keep int une!

shoots planned july 3rd- 2 sets with my private planet ft toxygene, "ass wife" and "I dare you"

july 10th - "lunacy" three step story into madness with eric daoust, il get to wear one of those restraint uniforms! hehehe

Steph

it is done

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lots of new shoots are being booked, my alias has changed to tammy trauma, I have changed my email address for all my friends, the other one will be trashed I am no longer checkin it, contact me for the new one

Stay in tune to my site for more news on this huge change in my career!

mmm

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I had trouble getting to sleep yesterday afternoon. It was about 12:30 and I was trying to get a cuople hours of sleep because I felt I wouldn`t last until midnight. I kept hearing these noises like the flickering of the fire that morning, but it was just the rain. Scary shit, the only reason I got to sleep last night was because I was boozed up.

I watched whispering corridors last night, it was pretty good, I was expecting more being a trilogy which memento mori was a part of ( I adored memento mori) but I still preferred the relations between the girls, the camerawork, ALL in memento mori.

I put up a new poll, there are some big changes that will go on in my modelling career I guess. New alias, rot n roll doesn`t work anymore, its too unprofessional, I sound like a mall goth. I have to buy some new shooting clothes as well. Haircut and ill be trying new makeups for the shoots

Vote in the poll to help me pick a new alias!


here are some that didn`t fit in the polll which you may like better...even if you never reply in this journal, and you don`t care just leave the number of the alias as a reply and I will tally up the vottes, alias with most votes will probably win!

1.sora sin

2.tina troma

3.tomie trauma

4.hanna hardcore

5.mandy monday

6.carrie castration

7.crystal castration

8.diva destroy

9.diva innocence

10.diva lolita

11.pamela purity

12.nina nice

13.nina innocence

14.luna luminary

15.lena luminary

16.sandra sangre (jodorowsky fans will vote for this one, hahah)

that`s all I have so far, vote by numbas if yr too lazy!