right now i'm seeing someone amazinggg. =] i couldn't be any happier
I think I'm often viewed as someone a bit different than who I really am. I’m afraid that sometimes I put up a front to protect myself. From what, I’m unsure. I haven’t quite realized that it’s okay to cry just as much as it’s okay to smile, and that it’s okay to scream just as much as it’s okay to laugh. It’s okay that you make mistakes, just as long as you gain knowledge and understanding from them. I haven’t quite learned that without being vulnerable I can’t enfold myself in beauty. I’m still deciding if it’s okay for people to know that I like to cover myself in mud after the first rain, and that I like to sit up in my bed and read a book for hours on end, late into the night, and that I like to sing at the top of my lungs when I think no one is listening. I like to pour out my soul and capture it in words and pencil marks. I like to dance under the full moon, and run around my apartment barefoot after the first inch of snow, wishing for more. I love watching movies that no one even knows exist and little knick-knack stores that no one visits. I tend to find myself interested in “unsolved mysteries” and the oddly bizarre. I love to meet new people, but sometimes have a hard time having conversations with them, and allowing myself to be comfortable around them. I want to make a difference, but am unsure how.
news flash, i'm not perfect. i have flaws, just like every single one of you. however, unlike a lot of people, i have accepted myself for who i am, and if you don't like it, there’s a button at the top that says home, click it and get over yourself. you're NOT perfect either.